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The hardest thing is not knowing whats next. I too am in the same situation and it is unimaginible to anyone on the out side how this feels to a mom. people say they understand but they don't when you give all of yourself to a child and they hate you. It kills me to even look at a picture of my son and not break down. Your whole life, at least mine, has become consumed in trying to figure this out to help my son and i do not know what to do.
