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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 478939" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>OH Marg - I must have sounded so pompous for you to say this!!! I am SO sorry. Believe me, I do not in any way think that I am so "special". In fact perhaps what you picked up on was me trying to defend myself for being picked on all of my life for being "too sensitive". </p><p></p><p>It is not like I walk around and think I am The Medium or something - or that every single thing I say should be revered. Good grief NO! And again I truly apologize to anyone who might have felt that from my post.</p><p></p><p>I was told my whole childhood that I was a "mess", "too sensitive", and that what I feel or saw meant nothing. I have just worked hard on being true to myself, and realize that what I see or feel is real.</p><p></p><p>I know my mom is grieving. I want to be able to talk to her, and she isn't in that place. That makes me sad. Period. I want to be closer to her. Period. That is all I was trying to say. When I am around her, I want more of a relationship - and it is constantly itching at my soul that *we* are not having the same relationship we used to.</p><p></p><p>Anyway - never mind. I should not have posted this, because now I feel really 'sensitive" again. My gosh - I just feel so far from the way you wrote about me - it stings. I wish I *did* feel that confident - lol.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 478939, member: 3301"] OH Marg - I must have sounded so pompous for you to say this!!! I am SO sorry. Believe me, I do not in any way think that I am so "special". In fact perhaps what you picked up on was me trying to defend myself for being picked on all of my life for being "too sensitive". It is not like I walk around and think I am The Medium or something - or that every single thing I say should be revered. Good grief NO! And again I truly apologize to anyone who might have felt that from my post. I was told my whole childhood that I was a "mess", "too sensitive", and that what I feel or saw meant nothing. I have just worked hard on being true to myself, and realize that what I see or feel is real. I know my mom is grieving. I want to be able to talk to her, and she isn't in that place. That makes me sad. Period. I want to be closer to her. Period. That is all I was trying to say. When I am around her, I want more of a relationship - and it is constantly itching at my soul that *we* are not having the same relationship we used to. Anyway - never mind. I should not have posted this, because now I feel really 'sensitive" again. My gosh - I just feel so far from the way you wrote about me - it stings. I wish I *did* feel that confident - lol. [/QUOTE]
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