I feel your pain I came on here when my son was only 15 teen , now he is 19 teen years old , there was a point in his life when he was eating out of garbage cans , homeless but still refused help . I cried , I screamed , I was mad at god , I was hurting so much . No one could stop the pain, it was the feeling like I lost my son. He finally accepted help we flew him to another state to get help & he was sober for 5 months , I was the happiest I could be! But here I am again , he relapsed & is far away , I have no idea what he’s doing or how deep he’s gotten back into drugs. You are not alone , I know your pain all so well . There are so many here that will give you great advice ,just keep posting . I’m so sorry you are going through this , I wish I could give better advice but I just wanted to say your not alone.
