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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 399371" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i stayed up all night lol, fell asleep around 5ish, got up at 11. i'm def. taking the xanax with me, seroquel for her. oh yea we are prn'd up the butt to be honest. no doubt i'll have them in hand if i need them. i normally don't do that. last time i had that experience was when my last job got to be too much i worked in that in home crisis unit with kids like ours and difficult child was a handful and i woke up one day before going to work and a panic attack hit out of blue. </p><p> </p><p>it was this one kid in the program who totally lost it, had just been released from pysch hospital and i was the first worker in the house. the level of responsiblity between difficult child and that threw me over the edge. i than quit my job. hadnt' had one sense. prior to that was years ago when difficult child first started getting all her diagnosis it was sooo overwhelming to hear Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), adhd, bipolar, anxiety disorder, blah blah blah my head was spinning.............</p><p> </p><p>so yea i've lost my balance somewhere along the line. i knew it, and yea i do think it's normal i'm not a machine none of us are. granted had i locked myself up andmeditated for an hr i could of beat it alone yet who wants to do that at this point i got the xanax to help and i will take it.</p><p> </p><p>janet i haven't needed to take it during day. i take half of that little one and i'm good. so i wont' switch to the other unless i'm out there and saying oh ok i need to take it more than once a day than i'll call my dr. here and have him call it in somewhere on that end.</p><p> </p><p>it's just been way too much stress, easy child, difficult child, the marriage, my ex. maybe getting her help and me getting outta here for a bit will be the best thing for both of us actually.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 399371, member: 4514"] i stayed up all night lol, fell asleep around 5ish, got up at 11. i'm def. taking the xanax with me, seroquel for her. oh yea we are prn'd up the butt to be honest. no doubt i'll have them in hand if i need them. i normally don't do that. last time i had that experience was when my last job got to be too much i worked in that in home crisis unit with kids like ours and difficult child was a handful and i woke up one day before going to work and a panic attack hit out of blue. it was this one kid in the program who totally lost it, had just been released from pysch hospital and i was the first worker in the house. the level of responsiblity between difficult child and that threw me over the edge. i than quit my job. hadnt' had one sense. prior to that was years ago when difficult child first started getting all her diagnosis it was sooo overwhelming to hear Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), adhd, bipolar, anxiety disorder, blah blah blah my head was spinning............. so yea i've lost my balance somewhere along the line. i knew it, and yea i do think it's normal i'm not a machine none of us are. granted had i locked myself up andmeditated for an hr i could of beat it alone yet who wants to do that at this point i got the xanax to help and i will take it. janet i haven't needed to take it during day. i take half of that little one and i'm good. so i wont' switch to the other unless i'm out there and saying oh ok i need to take it more than once a day than i'll call my dr. here and have him call it in somewhere on that end. it's just been way too much stress, easy child, difficult child, the marriage, my ex. maybe getting her help and me getting outta here for a bit will be the best thing for both of us actually. [/QUOTE]
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