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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 382039" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>hi</p><p> </p><p>i'm totally beat up tonight. i think i'm just in shock mode at all of this. i went tonight and when i showed up difficult child was still in the dining room since 5:15 trying to eat. she struggled for two hours until 7:15 to get down a few ravioli. the nurse eventually gave up and said just hide it under the napkin! she than ate ice cream which soothes her throat. i got there and had to be told to leave and go wait outside till she was done. i couldnt' hold back the tears anymore. a kid who once couldn't stop eating cannot stand the sight of food. so i sat and cried alone in this waiting jail room.</p><p> </p><p>the nurse came out later and said ok she's done. i said to her how was it? she said she really struggled. i said what did you say to her when she was struggling? your daughter said she had a sore throat i dont' know why i don't think she's sick?? again WTF. i said do you know what's wrong with-my daughter?? she says umm no. i said she has a food phobia and is afraid to eat because she thinks she'll choke and die if she does. OH says the nurse.</p><p> </p><p>ok, point made right there. Enuf said.</p><p> </p><p>i pulled myself together and went in and hugged her. that skinny little body. wow i love this kid so so much. all she goes thru for so many years breaks my heart. she was a diff kid tonight though, the seroquel is offically settling in her system. she was giddy, lighthearted, a well C. medications she just cant' live with-o them. yet she was hypomanic. and i bet sleep will become a problem tonight now, and than they'll have to go up higher. my ex asked me why is she acting loopy? i said she's medicated. she got larger hit initally than i've ever done, 25mg to start. i started her years ago at 15mg. so it penetrated system quick.</p><p> </p><p>i'm sitting here in this nasty hotel room looking like **** by the way i dont' even recognize me anymore just shaking my head and saying hmm this isn't my life? gotta be someone elses lol. whoever she is she'd better come and handle this........... ha ha dont' worry i'm not seperating from reality. just wish i could for a while.</p><p> </p><p>gotta be bk up at hospital at 9 tmrw. my mom's coming on sunday. i can't wait to see a familiar face i'm so lost in this. my grounding force, my home really helps me. without that i'm kinda like huh... where are am in this world with no left turns??</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 382039, member: 4514"] hi i'm totally beat up tonight. i think i'm just in shock mode at all of this. i went tonight and when i showed up difficult child was still in the dining room since 5:15 trying to eat. she struggled for two hours until 7:15 to get down a few ravioli. the nurse eventually gave up and said just hide it under the napkin! she than ate ice cream which soothes her throat. i got there and had to be told to leave and go wait outside till she was done. i couldnt' hold back the tears anymore. a kid who once couldn't stop eating cannot stand the sight of food. so i sat and cried alone in this waiting jail room. the nurse came out later and said ok she's done. i said to her how was it? she said she really struggled. i said what did you say to her when she was struggling? your daughter said she had a sore throat i dont' know why i don't think she's sick?? again WTF. i said do you know what's wrong with-my daughter?? she says umm no. i said she has a food phobia and is afraid to eat because she thinks she'll choke and die if she does. OH says the nurse. ok, point made right there. Enuf said. i pulled myself together and went in and hugged her. that skinny little body. wow i love this kid so so much. all she goes thru for so many years breaks my heart. she was a diff kid tonight though, the seroquel is offically settling in her system. she was giddy, lighthearted, a well C. medications she just cant' live with-o them. yet she was hypomanic. and i bet sleep will become a problem tonight now, and than they'll have to go up higher. my ex asked me why is she acting loopy? i said she's medicated. she got larger hit initally than i've ever done, 25mg to start. i started her years ago at 15mg. so it penetrated system quick. i'm sitting here in this nasty hotel room looking like **** by the way i dont' even recognize me anymore just shaking my head and saying hmm this isn't my life? gotta be someone elses lol. whoever she is she'd better come and handle this........... ha ha dont' worry i'm not seperating from reality. just wish i could for a while. gotta be bk up at hospital at 9 tmrw. my mom's coming on sunday. i can't wait to see a familiar face i'm so lost in this. my grounding force, my home really helps me. without that i'm kinda like huh... where are am in this world with no left turns?? [/QUOTE]
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