Hi. I am new to this site. I stumbled upon it in desperation and think this might be just what I need. I'm not sure how to start talking with people but this looked like the best option.
I am the mother of a 21 year old daughter who has had problems since birth (ADHD but neurological, not chemical so not treatable, recent mental illness escalating) and have dealt with extreme impulsivity and no regard to rules or consequences. We have battled her whole life and a month ago I had just had enough. After several occurrences of having to call the police to remove her from my home while she is in the midst of manic episodes, threatening to kill herself to get her way,etc.. and not being able to follow basic rules of adulthood (get a job...any job, be respectful to the people you live with...list goes on) i got to my breaking point and kicked her out. She has no place to go and as far as i know is living on the streets or possibly shelters. I have not heard from her in 2 weeks but see some facebook activity now and then. I am just to a point now that I am perpetually SAD. I try to keep busy because if I think too long I start crying. I am a very devout Christian and have faith that God is going to work this out in His time but it still hurts so stinking bad. I don't really know anyone who has the same problem so am hoping to connect with a few folks out there and develop a support system during this season.
