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<blockquote data-quote="Elsi" data-source="post: 740159" data-attributes="member: 23349"><p>Beta, I am sorry you are on this path with us. It is so hard. I pray your son, and all our lost children, will find their way back to light and sanity. </p><p></p><p>Sometimes I think I would have an easier time detaching if C were angry and vicious towards me. At least I could tell myself he was the one who walked away from me, and maybe feel better about washing my hands of the whole mess. I get the opposite: sadness, embarassment, abject apologies, appeals. I'm sorry, mom. Sorry I F---ed up again. Sorry for swearing. I just don't know what to do anymore. I keep trying and it never works out. You're the only one who hasn't turned their back on me. Please don't abandon me. I love you Mom. I know I'm am F-up but I'm trying, I really am. </p><p></p><p>He knows how to pull on every heartstring and play me like a harp. </p><p></p><p>"Tie yourself to the mast" is Copa's analogy, and it is wonderful. It's exactly what I need right now.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Elsi, post: 740159, member: 23349"] Beta, I am sorry you are on this path with us. It is so hard. I pray your son, and all our lost children, will find their way back to light and sanity. Sometimes I think I would have an easier time detaching if C were angry and vicious towards me. At least I could tell myself he was the one who walked away from me, and maybe feel better about washing my hands of the whole mess. I get the opposite: sadness, embarassment, abject apologies, appeals. I'm sorry, mom. Sorry I F---ed up again. Sorry for swearing. I just don't know what to do anymore. I keep trying and it never works out. You're the only one who hasn't turned their back on me. Please don't abandon me. I love you Mom. I know I'm am F-up but I'm trying, I really am. He knows how to pull on every heartstring and play me like a harp. "Tie yourself to the mast" is Copa's analogy, and it is wonderful. It's exactly what I need right now. [/QUOTE]
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