Never mind. I just got back from picking up the psychiatric hospital's letter. It recommends intensive in-home threapy. Which is exactly how MST got ordered in the first place. And before everyone starts telling me how I can have that changed- I'va already been there done that. And Yes I do know that there are other types of in home therapy but the judge and PO and GAL apparently do not. been there done that, too. I give up. I'm going to pursue giving up custody. It's either that or file charges against him for the knives incidents and I'm simply not comfortable with that as there is too much doubt in my mind that it is a mental health issue. If it were a home issue, why do they have him on MS's?
It's his b-day. I checked him off the ward about 1/2 hour and gave him cupcakes. I told him that I needed to pursue other things but that if he couldn't live at home, to always remember that I still love him. Then I had to leave. I simply cannot keep it together right now.
I humbly ask that no one asks me to go back and explain anything else about what I've already tried and fought and gone thru a year ago or 2 years ago or even 6 mos. ago.
