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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 276310" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Thanks guys for your support<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite8" alt=":D" title="Big Grin :D" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":D" /></p><p></p><p>Yes I am still here - I guess I just want to make sure that I am a contributing member of this board - and not someone who hoovers it dry with all of her drama. I do not want to be that person. </p><p></p><p>I know you guys do not know me in person - but there is probably not one person that I know casually that would ever guess I have struggled so hard in my life. I am very contained and controlled. So I guess when I come on the board I tend to let out my raw feelings - but perhaps that is confusing and worrisome to you all. Perhaps I should preface my post by saying - these are just raw feelings - and I really am a stable, functioning individual.</p><p></p><p>I am 42, and up until I moved to AZ every year of my life was filled with some sort of trauma. I have resolve to not spend another ounce of my energy in a trauma filled environment - so when I start to feel triggered now - I want to know why - so that I can get back to my place of Zen. That is why I originally posted - because I want to always come back to my place of Zen, and not ever be lead back into situations or relationships that produce trauma. </p><p></p><p>Again - thanks........</p><p>(3 shadows - our souls must be aligned?<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite2" alt=";)" title="Wink ;)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=";)" />)</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 276310, member: 3301"] Thanks guys for your support:happy: Yes I am still here - I guess I just want to make sure that I am a contributing member of this board - and not someone who hoovers it dry with all of her drama. I do not want to be that person. I know you guys do not know me in person - but there is probably not one person that I know casually that would ever guess I have struggled so hard in my life. I am very contained and controlled. So I guess when I come on the board I tend to let out my raw feelings - but perhaps that is confusing and worrisome to you all. Perhaps I should preface my post by saying - these are just raw feelings - and I really am a stable, functioning individual. I am 42, and up until I moved to AZ every year of my life was filled with some sort of trauma. I have resolve to not spend another ounce of my energy in a trauma filled environment - so when I start to feel triggered now - I want to know why - so that I can get back to my place of Zen. That is why I originally posted - because I want to always come back to my place of Zen, and not ever be lead back into situations or relationships that produce trauma. Again - thanks........ (3 shadows - our souls must be aligned?:winking:) [/QUOTE]
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