Interesting....she doesn't getpychotic when high. She doesn't smoke much anymore. Is afraid it will develop into something worse. She is never extreme manic-not sleeping for days etc.
Stress is a big culprit. And the side effects, like can't stop eating, wind up the stress.
I know this is her journey but I feel so trapped in this space. I know this moment will pass and good moments are around the corner but this constant not knowing what the mood is is horrible. My life is on hold. I don't want to have a pity party in my head but it is sometimes so hard to hold on. You just want it over one way or another.
psychiatrist just texted me asking about depokote. Ugggh. Here we go again. Any insights? Thank you so much for your kindness and understanding
