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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember" data-source="post: 650670" data-attributes="member: 1550"><p>Wow, all of you are amazing. I wish I could do what you do...look back and smile at the memories. I have TONS of memories about my own Goneboy...how he ran off the airplane when we first met him and into my arms and called me "Daddy", how he was such a funny and intelligent kid...so delightful to be around...how well he played sports and how excited he'd get when he did something amazing. But...that's about all I can write about him that is positive. If I go on, I see the glint in his eyes and his beautiful smile (he is a VERY handsome boy and young man)...and his younger son, who I have only seen pictures of, looks just like him at that age. </p><p></p><p>The thing is, for me I can't think back about the memories. It hurts too much and gets in the way of now and today. If I focused on him I would regress so I don't think about him when I think of old family memories. It's like he wasn't there. </p><p></p><p>You are all so brave. I just can't...I can't...I can't....but I'm glad your memories help you and give you peace. If I go there, all my progress shoots down the drain and all I want to do is cry....so I can't...and I don't.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember, post: 650670, member: 1550"] Wow, all of you are amazing. I wish I could do what you do...look back and smile at the memories. I have TONS of memories about my own Goneboy...how he ran off the airplane when we first met him and into my arms and called me "Daddy", how he was such a funny and intelligent kid...so delightful to be around...how well he played sports and how excited he'd get when he did something amazing. But...that's about all I can write about him that is positive. If I go on, I see the glint in his eyes and his beautiful smile (he is a VERY handsome boy and young man)...and his younger son, who I have only seen pictures of, looks just like him at that age. The thing is, for me I can't think back about the memories. It hurts too much and gets in the way of now and today. If I focused on him I would regress so I don't think about him when I think of old family memories. It's like he wasn't there. You are all so brave. I just can't...I can't...I can't....but I'm glad your memories help you and give you peace. If I go there, all my progress shoots down the drain and all I want to do is cry....so I can't...and I don't. [/QUOTE]
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