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My son called to tell me the liver clinic threw him out finally.
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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 668543" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Yes, I believe you are right, Serenity. Everybody seems right.</p><p></p><p>I just feel so helpless and forlorn. Defeated. I get to feeling I no longer want to live anymore. (I mean, I would want to live, but I do not have it in me anymore to tolerate life.) Like I have a terminal illness and I will never recover. There is something in me that keeps dying and dying over and over again. That I keep returning to. This is the feeling that keeps happening over and over. That I will never get over my terminal illness. My life. I cannot find the place anymore to fight. I am very, very sad.</p><p></p><p>How does one get over lack of hope? I have hope for my son. I just do not have hope for myself anymore. I fear that I will never be OK, again.</p><p></p><p>I listened to the Pope all week. He says there is always hope. There is always a return to the circle of G-d's love. I believe him. I just do not feel it in myself. I am the one person outside of the circle of hope. I do not know why. I guess this is what is called despair.</p><p></p><p>Thank you everybody. You are very wise. I am grateful.</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 668543, member: 18958"] Yes, I believe you are right, Serenity. Everybody seems right. I just feel so helpless and forlorn. Defeated. I get to feeling I no longer want to live anymore. (I mean, I would want to live, but I do not have it in me anymore to tolerate life.) Like I have a terminal illness and I will never recover. There is something in me that keeps dying and dying over and over again. That I keep returning to. This is the feeling that keeps happening over and over. That I will never get over my terminal illness. My life. I cannot find the place anymore to fight. I am very, very sad. How does one get over lack of hope? I have hope for my son. I just do not have hope for myself anymore. I fear that I will never be OK, again. I listened to the Pope all week. He says there is always hope. There is always a return to the circle of G-d's love. I believe him. I just do not feel it in myself. I am the one person outside of the circle of hope. I do not know why. I guess this is what is called despair. Thank you everybody. You are very wise. I am grateful. COPA [/QUOTE]
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