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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 688441" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Thank you, TL. Do you know how horrible it is to doubt yourself? You sound strong. Stronger than me. But I had it all worked out in my head. And then?</p><p></p><p>The idea that had been me that had pushed him out of the only security he had--undid me. Yesterday. I was beside myself. You know, TL, I am not either. Although for over four years I did virtually nothing at all. M more than me, suffered. My heart was cold. I had walled it off. And now?</p><p></p><p>I feel entirely out there with him.</p><p></p><p>I think part of it, a big part, is I enjoy him so much. When he acts normal I just love being near him, around him. I had missed that so much. And then to push him away--it was hard.</p><p>M believes my son cannot do it alone. He has not done it alone in 4 plus years. </p><p></p><p>He sees that now. I see it. So there it is.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 688441, member: 18958"] Thank you, TL. Do you know how horrible it is to doubt yourself? You sound strong. Stronger than me. But I had it all worked out in my head. And then? The idea that had been me that had pushed him out of the only security he had--undid me. Yesterday. I was beside myself. You know, TL, I am not either. Although for over four years I did virtually nothing at all. M more than me, suffered. My heart was cold. I had walled it off. And now? I feel entirely out there with him. I think part of it, a big part, is I enjoy him so much. When he acts normal I just love being near him, around him. I had missed that so much. And then to push him away--it was hard. M believes my son cannot do it alone. He has not done it alone in 4 plus years. He sees that now. I see it. So there it is. [/QUOTE]
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