Hi MissLuLu I am glad to hear your update, I was wondering how your son was doing living in your rent home and happy to hear he is paying rent.
I too have my mind go where your mind is right now, the wondering and the worry. I go through what you wrote on a regular basis. I did notice when my daughter is in a relationship she acts very odd even if she had been with the guy for a long time. I think my worry comes from having to be a detective or shift through the BS to get to the truth. I always have to be fully awake and fully listening to hear bits a pieces of the truth and then I have to put the entire story together by pieces, and God know how exhausting that can be. The fact that my daughter can go off the rails easily and whenever keeps me off balance and in a constant state of concern for her. I think bipolar/borderline is a very selfish illness and keeps everyone around them is suspense/turmoil/confusion. I try to make sense of stuff but with my daughter being bipolar most things just don't make normal sense.
