I called myself detaching....I am trying to change. It is hard
I worked late last week, which put me home late, which gave me time to do a couple of things and go to bed. No real interaction
I know that is not the solution, it is just a run away tactic.
I guess these feelings have just hit me broadside and I wasn't expecting them.
I found myself second guessing my marriage, I guess the brightside is I am not second guessing all of my child rearing?!?
I think I just have alot going on all at once and I am just stressed about it.
I turn forty in a couple of mths, so I am doing alot of soul searching since the new year.I have had to make major decisions and changes at my shop since the new year. My difficult child may go to jail in 5 days, I may be held responsible for his actions in 5 days.
and the cherry on top, my husband is silent. I don't do silent very well. I have accepted his silent nature in our marriage, I just seem to resent him for it at times like these. My husband takes a self rightous stance toward my difficult child, and it only causes more conflict between the two of them.
My difficult child started acting out at the same time husband and I married.
In his workbook from rehab, he answered the question, What would be the best day of your life? If my mom and dad got back together :frown:
We have so many issues :frown:
