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<blockquote data-quote="AtMyWitsEnd33" data-source="post: 480393" data-attributes="member: 13199"><p>I want so desperately to put faith in something. I put faith in God, and he rarely fails me, but this is a challenge I have been given (for what reason I have yet to discover) and I am just tired. I am done with this battle. I need to move on to something else before I lose my mind. I don't want to believe that medication or a trip to the neuropsychologist is going to be the magic answer because I know it is not.</p><p>On the same note, if the therapist asks me to read one more book or try one more strategy I think I might blow a gasket. Then I look at all the medications some other kids are taking and their families are still struggling. I really just want to run away screaming and hide somewhere.</p><p>When it rains it pours -- my husband has been having anxiety and panic attacks because of his high stress job and I am feeling like everything is out of control and I can't do anything about it. Thankfully we are all headed on vacation next week which each of us desperately needs. My prayer is that difficult child does not ruin the fun I am envisioning us having. In addition easy child is so close to his breaking point all of the time because of what difficult child puts him through that I am also waiting for him to blow up at any moment as well. We are all so edgy and stressed and the s*&t is hitting the fan from every direction.</p><p>Maybe I'll just become an alcoholic. . . JK, LOL!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="AtMyWitsEnd33, post: 480393, member: 13199"] I want so desperately to put faith in something. I put faith in God, and he rarely fails me, but this is a challenge I have been given (for what reason I have yet to discover) and I am just tired. I am done with this battle. I need to move on to something else before I lose my mind. I don't want to believe that medication or a trip to the neuropsychologist is going to be the magic answer because I know it is not. On the same note, if the therapist asks me to read one more book or try one more strategy I think I might blow a gasket. Then I look at all the medications some other kids are taking and their families are still struggling. I really just want to run away screaming and hide somewhere. When it rains it pours -- my husband has been having anxiety and panic attacks because of his high stress job and I am feeling like everything is out of control and I can't do anything about it. Thankfully we are all headed on vacation next week which each of us desperately needs. My prayer is that difficult child does not ruin the fun I am envisioning us having. In addition easy child is so close to his breaking point all of the time because of what difficult child puts him through that I am also waiting for him to blow up at any moment as well. We are all so edgy and stressed and the s*&t is hitting the fan from every direction. Maybe I'll just become an alcoholic. . . JK, LOL! [/QUOTE]
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