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<blockquote data-quote="flutterbee" data-source="post: 221410"><p>Toradol is an NSAID. You might be thinking of Tramadol, which is a narcotic.</p><p></p><p>I don't know if I'm going into a depression or not. I can't tell. I laid in bed last night thinking about it, wondering if I should increase my lamictal (I'm only taking 100mg and therapeutic dose is 200mg, so I have some wiggle room). I don't want to leave the house. I don't want to do much of anything. What I do do, I have to force myself.</p><p></p><p>My whole life has been a struggle: severe depression, a difficult child, abusive father, abusive husbands. I had a brief reprieve and then this. I know there are so many people that have it worse. I'm just tired and I want life to give me a break. I've always fought so hard to overcome and I'm tired of fighting. I just want it to stop. I can't be the strong one right now. I can't be the one researching the medications and asking my doctor to prescribe them. That should be her job. But, it's what I end up doing if I want any relief. I don't want to do it anymore. I want the professionals to do it.</p><p></p><p>I have to get ready to go to the grocery store. I really don't want to go, but Wynter wants to go. I get so much anxiety when I go out in public anymore. Feel like I can't breathe. I think I'll have Devon go with me.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="flutterbee, post: 221410"] Toradol is an NSAID. You might be thinking of Tramadol, which is a narcotic. I don't know if I'm going into a depression or not. I can't tell. I laid in bed last night thinking about it, wondering if I should increase my lamictal (I'm only taking 100mg and therapeutic dose is 200mg, so I have some wiggle room). I don't want to leave the house. I don't want to do much of anything. What I do do, I have to force myself. My whole life has been a struggle: severe depression, a difficult child, abusive father, abusive husbands. I had a brief reprieve and then this. I know there are so many people that have it worse. I'm just tired and I want life to give me a break. I've always fought so hard to overcome and I'm tired of fighting. I just want it to stop. I can't be the strong one right now. I can't be the one researching the medications and asking my doctor to prescribe them. That should be her job. But, it's what I end up doing if I want any relief. I don't want to do it anymore. I want the professionals to do it. I have to get ready to go to the grocery store. I really don't want to go, but Wynter wants to go. I get so much anxiety when I go out in public anymore. Feel like I can't breathe. I think I'll have Devon go with me. [/QUOTE]
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