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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 134884" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Wow, you guys are amazing, and I really mean that. Each and every one of you give me SO much.</p><p></p><p>Thank nvts..........you are right............there is probably nothing I could have done. I still want to "make this right" though in this weird, non-comprehensible way. I just <em>want</em> to know.</p><p></p><p>Wow, all of that on Chrons is amazing. However, she was in remission with her Chrons - and had not currently - that we knew - been suffering from it. That is what she told people, at least. </p><p></p><p>We had the autopsy tested for any brain tumors, etc...........but she was in the water for over 2 weeks, and many things that could have been tested were not applicable due to the length of time she was in the water.</p><p></p><p>Poisoning is actually one of the things I thought of first, klmno. The toxicology reports will tell us more, which are not ready yet. I know she took Sam-E for depression.......we are having her latest box sent to independent labs to be tested for any abnormality.</p><p></p><p>Schizophrenia is as much of an enigma to me as psychosis. Our family is rampant with mental illness, and she had definite signs of some sort of mild paranoia - but to this degree - I am not sure. She had a mortgage, a career of ten years - and many other secure anchors that would seem to suggest that most of her life was spent in a reality based, successful, life. I just don't know anymore.</p><p></p><p>Dreamer - thanks. It helps to hear actual stories of psychosis. It seems a hard illness to grasp. Four days before her death, I talked to her. She seemed so confident of many things - but I am not sure if they were substantiated in reality. </p><p></p><p>Again, thank you guys. I am in so much of a state of denial right now. I am only skirting around the reality of what happened. Every time something reminds me of H., I literally tell myself this did not happen. I know, if someone challenged me, that it did - but I far prefer this lala-land to the real world.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 134884, member: 3301"] Wow, you guys are amazing, and I really mean that. Each and every one of you give me SO much. Thank nvts..........you are right............there is probably nothing I could have done. I still want to "make this right" though in this weird, non-comprehensible way. I just [I]want[/I] to know. Wow, all of that on Chrons is amazing. However, she was in remission with her Chrons - and had not currently - that we knew - been suffering from it. That is what she told people, at least. We had the autopsy tested for any brain tumors, etc...........but she was in the water for over 2 weeks, and many things that could have been tested were not applicable due to the length of time she was in the water. Poisoning is actually one of the things I thought of first, klmno. The toxicology reports will tell us more, which are not ready yet. I know she took Sam-E for depression.......we are having her latest box sent to independent labs to be tested for any abnormality. Schizophrenia is as much of an enigma to me as psychosis. Our family is rampant with mental illness, and she had definite signs of some sort of mild paranoia - but to this degree - I am not sure. She had a mortgage, a career of ten years - and many other secure anchors that would seem to suggest that most of her life was spent in a reality based, successful, life. I just don't know anymore. Dreamer - thanks. It helps to hear actual stories of psychosis. It seems a hard illness to grasp. Four days before her death, I talked to her. She seemed so confident of many things - but I am not sure if they were substantiated in reality. Again, thank you guys. I am in so much of a state of denial right now. I am only skirting around the reality of what happened. Every time something reminds me of H., I literally tell myself this did not happen. I know, if someone challenged me, that it did - but I far prefer this lala-land to the real world. [/QUOTE]
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