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<blockquote data-quote="susiestar" data-source="post: 309133" data-attributes="member: 1233"><p>Last night was truly hideous. I just HATE illness. Jess already went through so much. </p><p></p><p>Last night, after my last post, she came to get me. She wanted to know what she did that was THAT bad that she was being punished that way. This is what she said.</p><p></p><p></p><p>"Mommy, why do I always have to be in pain? What did I do wrong? First with Wiz and now with this, why do I have to have it all?</p><p></p><p>Is God Mad at Me?"</p><p></p><p></p><p>My heart broke and was in a million tiny pieces on the floor. I just held her while she asked this. She is starting to think it is her fault - that she did something to deserve this.</p><p></p><p>O.M.G.</p><p></p><p>This is the child who apologizes if she is a bit short with you - often we don't even really notice the "tone of voice" she refers to as being "snippy". </p><p></p><p>This is the child who moves bugs out of the house, who still loves her older brother even after all he put her through. This is the child who almost never failed to bring sunshine to my life. Even the things she did that were "against the rules" were things that the rest of us pften did not even notice.</p><p></p><p>I just hate not having an answer when she starts asking "why me? Why does God hate me? Was I that bad to Wiz?"</p><p></p><p>It was SUCH a bad night. After a bad day.</p><p></p><p>She works SO HARD to do all she can do. To help out, still get chores done, etc....</p><p></p><p>We ARE working with a Children's Hospital. I think this is kind of out in left field, so there just are not people who are very knowledgeable about it. But something has GOT to give here.</p><p></p><p>It just is going to break her spirit if this keeps up. It is SO painful. And it just won't stop.</p><p></p><p>Thanks all. Keep the ideas coming. I am willing to consider things. Heck, almost anything.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="susiestar, post: 309133, member: 1233"] Last night was truly hideous. I just HATE illness. Jess already went through so much. Last night, after my last post, she came to get me. She wanted to know what she did that was THAT bad that she was being punished that way. This is what she said. "Mommy, why do I always have to be in pain? What did I do wrong? First with Wiz and now with this, why do I have to have it all? Is God Mad at Me?" My heart broke and was in a million tiny pieces on the floor. I just held her while she asked this. She is starting to think it is her fault - that she did something to deserve this. O.M.G. This is the child who apologizes if she is a bit short with you - often we don't even really notice the "tone of voice" she refers to as being "snippy". This is the child who moves bugs out of the house, who still loves her older brother even after all he put her through. This is the child who almost never failed to bring sunshine to my life. Even the things she did that were "against the rules" were things that the rest of us pften did not even notice. I just hate not having an answer when she starts asking "why me? Why does God hate me? Was I that bad to Wiz?" It was SUCH a bad night. After a bad day. She works SO HARD to do all she can do. To help out, still get chores done, etc.... We ARE working with a Children's Hospital. I think this is kind of out in left field, so there just are not people who are very knowledgeable about it. But something has GOT to give here. It just is going to break her spirit if this keeps up. It is SO painful. And it just won't stop. Thanks all. Keep the ideas coming. I am willing to consider things. Heck, almost anything. [/QUOTE]
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