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<blockquote data-quote="ANewLife4Me" data-source="post: 764915" data-attributes="member: 32799"><p>Hope everyone had a very nice day today. For me today is my daughter’s birthday she turned 32. I woke up this morning trying to shake her loose out of my mind. Thoughts of does she know what day it is in jail? Thoughts of last year buying her an ice cream cake and gifts for the new car she had just bought. How much difference a year makes, I laid in bed and cried. No cake for her this year, her new car has been repossessed, her license suspended for non payment of car insurance. My son says, why do you care so much after all she has done to you?!? For the most part I am much better today than when she first went into jail Nov 2023 but, I did carry her for 9 months and did give birth to her……how am I just to forget this day? It’s different for me than him. All decisions she made when she left our home a year ago. Words from that day of her leaving echo in my mind…..”much better living out of my car than with you 2!” Her Dad telling her as she packed up her stuff, “you don’t have to do this, you don’t have to move out.” We already knew what was going to happen when she is out on her own. There is a post of mine I found last night from 2017 where she told me jail at that time was a blessing as she was going to stick a needle in her arm. Reading that post made me remember things I had forgotten and pictured myself of the turmoil I had while writing it. I read through the replies yet again and wondered where recoveringenabler is? I pray she is well. <img class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands :pray:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/6.6/png/unicode/64/1f64f.png" data-shortname=":pray:" /> Even the cute little chihuahua I used as my photo passed away last year. So much pain in one years time where your whole life falls apart.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="ANewLife4Me, post: 764915, member: 32799"] Hope everyone had a very nice day today. For me today is my daughter’s birthday she turned 32. I woke up this morning trying to shake her loose out of my mind. Thoughts of does she know what day it is in jail? Thoughts of last year buying her an ice cream cake and gifts for the new car she had just bought. How much difference a year makes, I laid in bed and cried. No cake for her this year, her new car has been repossessed, her license suspended for non payment of car insurance. My son says, why do you care so much after all she has done to you?!? For the most part I am much better today than when she first went into jail Nov 2023 but, I did carry her for 9 months and did give birth to her……how am I just to forget this day? It’s different for me than him. All decisions she made when she left our home a year ago. Words from that day of her leaving echo in my mind…..”much better living out of my car than with you 2!” Her Dad telling her as she packed up her stuff, “you don’t have to do this, you don’t have to move out.” We already knew what was going to happen when she is out on her own. There is a post of mine I found last night from 2017 where she told me jail at that time was a blessing as she was going to stick a needle in her arm. Reading that post made me remember things I had forgotten and pictured myself of the turmoil I had while writing it. I read through the replies yet again and wondered where recoveringenabler is? I pray she is well. 🙏 Even the cute little chihuahua I used as my photo passed away last year. So much pain in one years time where your whole life falls apart. [/QUOTE]
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