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<blockquote data-quote="standswithcourage" data-source="post: 125392" data-attributes="member: 3948"><p>I am Star. My husband and I are going on a weekend trip tomorrow. I just second guess myself all the time. It is just not knowing that drives me crazy. My own mother always said I liked to have a plan - everything needed to be planned out for me - a schedule - well it is not. I was the doting mother, a good mother and I tried everything I knew how - I feel like I even chased him down the road a time or two - everything - the coworker I was talking about said that her cousins mother felt guility for him commiting suicide because she wished she had tried more to help him - I started to think about all the things I had done and I couldnt think about anything else I could have done - I havea been to everyone but the Governor and I have talked to so many people - maybe I didnt see the other signs but we had him evaluated many times and sent to doctors, etc. - he would only use them for what he wanted and I would pay sometimes $200. only to see nothing change. Thanks for emailing me back. It helps to vent to someone who understands. I have been reading your posts. Can you PM me to where that place is? I know the area. I sure am glad Dude is at home. How is it going?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="standswithcourage, post: 125392, member: 3948"] I am Star. My husband and I are going on a weekend trip tomorrow. I just second guess myself all the time. It is just not knowing that drives me crazy. My own mother always said I liked to have a plan - everything needed to be planned out for me - a schedule - well it is not. I was the doting mother, a good mother and I tried everything I knew how - I feel like I even chased him down the road a time or two - everything - the coworker I was talking about said that her cousins mother felt guility for him commiting suicide because she wished she had tried more to help him - I started to think about all the things I had done and I couldnt think about anything else I could have done - I havea been to everyone but the Governor and I have talked to so many people - maybe I didnt see the other signs but we had him evaluated many times and sent to doctors, etc. - he would only use them for what he wanted and I would pay sometimes $200. only to see nothing change. Thanks for emailing me back. It helps to vent to someone who understands. I have been reading your posts. Can you PM me to where that place is? I know the area. I sure am glad Dude is at home. How is it going? [/QUOTE]
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