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<blockquote data-quote="ME &amp; THE BOYS" data-source="post: 64728" data-attributes="member: 3838"><p>Hello everyone,</p><p></p><p>I wish to thank you all, every one of you for your thoughts and kindness, your strength that got me thru yesterday.</p><p></p><p>To <strong>ant'smom</strong>, I wish to say "HAPPY BELATED B.DAY". I do hope you enjoyed your day!</p><p></p><p>I had thought about it and yes, I have come along long way from three years ago. I was in total shock and denial that the affair had happened, that he did not love me for the longest time. I lost a ton of weight intially, and a ton of sleep. I also lost my job as I couldn't function at work (always crying). I remember the Xmas before he announced the news of Aug. 8th (so six months later), he gave me this card and told me he spent two hours viewing cards before picking this card. It spoke of how he loved me so much. How in his heart he brought me flowers each day. How I was everything and how he felt bad not always expressing this to me. WOW...............what a blow six months later when he told me the card he gave me (noted above) was a lie. He has become this cruel cruel man. I will never know what is truth and a lie anylonger. He still lives with us. Quite honestly I think this is why I have not been able to move on totally. Don't get me wrong, I have come a long long way. On the flip side, I don't know that I would want to do the single parent thing on my own. The kids are the other half of my stress (( KID YOU NOT)). I am starting to make time for me. I go to movies, meditation, dinner. I would not have the help nor money to do these (break times/me times), if he were not here. I go out more and see him less. I know it is not ideal........it is a catch 22 as my Doctor put it.</p><p></p><p><strong>Smallworld</strong>, I think you asked how many mg I am on ciprlex/lexapro. I have started on 10 mg. The Doctor wants to see me in another week. I don't think the tightness in my body is stress related. I am constantly stressed from my kids and have not felt this before. I hope this is just temporary as i heard sometimes these things are.</p><p></p><p><strong>JOG</strong>, thank you for trying to cheer me up. I am a hopless romantic. EXTREMELY SENSITIVE, so this makes this very hard.</p><p></p><p><strong>WeepingWillow</strong> - I like that............."affirmations" idea! Thank you!</p><p></p><p><strong>Busywent</strong> - I wish you had been here to do something silly with me. I use to be the silliest, goofiest person. I rarely laugh, I rarely smile now. Half in part from my husband and half my difficult child. I think I am chronically depressed at this point. I am hoping these pills will put a smile on my face AGAIN. </p><p></p><p>I am confused about what I am suppose to be doing in my "new life" since husband falling out of love with me. I mean, I am taking care of my kids. This is my main job. I run them around, take them to appointment's, volunteer at their school, attend meetings for them, cook their meals, play outside with them. I AM EXHAUSTED! I can't very well run off to Europe to start my new life. But hey, sounds like a plan. Do you care to elaborate???</p><p></p><p><strong>Marguerite</strong>, Your massage was very sensitive, strong yet soft. All's I can say is thank you.</p><p></p><p>Again, thank you to all of you. You can never know how much all of you have meant to me. You are good, kind people.</p><p></p><p>I wish you a peaceful day!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="ME & THE BOYS, post: 64728, member: 3838"] Hello everyone, I wish to thank you all, every one of you for your thoughts and kindness, your strength that got me thru yesterday. To [b]ant'smom[/b], I wish to say "HAPPY BELATED B.DAY". I do hope you enjoyed your day! I had thought about it and yes, I have come along long way from three years ago. I was in total shock and denial that the affair had happened, that he did not love me for the longest time. I lost a ton of weight intially, and a ton of sleep. I also lost my job as I couldn't function at work (always crying). I remember the Xmas before he announced the news of Aug. 8th (so six months later), he gave me this card and told me he spent two hours viewing cards before picking this card. It spoke of how he loved me so much. How in his heart he brought me flowers each day. How I was everything and how he felt bad not always expressing this to me. WOW...............what a blow six months later when he told me the card he gave me (noted above) was a lie. He has become this cruel cruel man. I will never know what is truth and a lie anylonger. He still lives with us. Quite honestly I think this is why I have not been able to move on totally. Don't get me wrong, I have come a long long way. On the flip side, I don't know that I would want to do the single parent thing on my own. The kids are the other half of my stress (( KID YOU NOT)). I am starting to make time for me. I go to movies, meditation, dinner. I would not have the help nor money to do these (break times/me times), if he were not here. I go out more and see him less. I know it is not ideal........it is a catch 22 as my Doctor put it. [b]Smallworld[/b], I think you asked how many mg I am on ciprlex/lexapro. I have started on 10 mg. The Doctor wants to see me in another week. I don't think the tightness in my body is stress related. I am constantly stressed from my kids and have not felt this before. I hope this is just temporary as i heard sometimes these things are. [b]JOG[/b], thank you for trying to cheer me up. I am a hopless romantic. EXTREMELY SENSITIVE, so this makes this very hard. [b]WeepingWillow[/b] - I like that............."affirmations" idea! Thank you! [b]Busywent[/b] - I wish you had been here to do something silly with me. I use to be the silliest, goofiest person. I rarely laugh, I rarely smile now. Half in part from my husband and half my difficult child. I think I am chronically depressed at this point. I am hoping these pills will put a smile on my face AGAIN. I am confused about what I am suppose to be doing in my "new life" since husband falling out of love with me. I mean, I am taking care of my kids. This is my main job. I run them around, take them to appointment's, volunteer at their school, attend meetings for them, cook their meals, play outside with them. I AM EXHAUSTED! I can't very well run off to Europe to start my new life. But hey, sounds like a plan. Do you care to elaborate??? [b]Marguerite[/b], Your massage was very sensitive, strong yet soft. All's I can say is thank you. Again, thank you to all of you. You can never know how much all of you have meant to me. You are good, kind people. I wish you a peaceful day! [/QUOTE]
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