My rational mind can see the truth. I’ve lost a lot of confidence in myself, my parenting, my decision making. I’m strong during the day and then at night time, when my little boy is in bed and the new found peace in my home, my mind flip flops. I hard to stay focused on myself, my youngest and reminding myself of who my son is right now. I will consider counselling, I’ve booked at GP appointment for 22nd and will see what resources are available in my area. Right now I’m reading a book that was recommended here which is helping.
Thank you [USER=25457]@Fairy dust[/USER]
