I definately believe that the medication is wrong. I am telling this to the therapist and to the Psychiatrist, all 5 that we have seen, her regular and the hospital doctors. My insurance is thru the state of Illinois and people all over our state travel to go to the Dr. that she has. I don't have the funds to pay for a private Dr. off of her insurance and they are the only child psychiatrist in our area that takes medicaid. The one thing that I can say for her psychiatrist, while she is not making my daughter better she is very supportive of me. She knows what kind of parent that I am and she knows the games that difficult child plays. I am sure that she has see them many times. She is very respected in this area and I do respect her but I do have a problem with this label issue. I don't want a label I want an answer of some kind, some relief of some kind. Everytime that I hospitalize her they tweek the medicine she is on, and it works for a short time, and they all pretty much agree that she makes very bad choices. i just want to know why she makes these choices, it almost seems like no one would want to be this miserable if they could make another decision to be happy. She is pretty darn happy if everything is done as she wants and if she can control the situation and if she can't control the situation or environment than she is going to have the last word because she just for some reason has this drive to do so. Does sound like a hospitalization is going to be in her near future though. The more she escalates/the more violence begins to come into play. We will have no choice.
