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<blockquote data-quote="standswithcourage" data-source="post: 103118" data-attributes="member: 3948"><p>I really am feeling low today. I broke down in Alanon tonight. I just get to feeling so sad and am trying to focus so much on getting through this - I keep strong for so long and then I just want to break down. I know I cant do anything but sit and wait but sometimes my mind goes back - to when they were children and everything seemed normal. I miss those times. I even miss my difficult child. I will miss him at Christmas. I wont mmiss all the uproar - not to say there wouldnt be any if he was here. My easy child son cant take anymore. I just wonder if my husband and difficult child would ever get along even if he was sober? Just a thought. I try and try to give all my burdens to God - it works until the thought comes in my head that I am afraid of my own emotions - of what will happen to me if he goes to prison - how will I handle it - how can I think it would ever help him - my circular thinking or stinking thinking is coming back! :hammer:</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="standswithcourage, post: 103118, member: 3948"] I really am feeling low today. I broke down in Alanon tonight. I just get to feeling so sad and am trying to focus so much on getting through this - I keep strong for so long and then I just want to break down. I know I cant do anything but sit and wait but sometimes my mind goes back - to when they were children and everything seemed normal. I miss those times. I even miss my difficult child. I will miss him at Christmas. I wont mmiss all the uproar - not to say there wouldnt be any if he was here. My easy child son cant take anymore. I just wonder if my husband and difficult child would ever get along even if he was sober? Just a thought. I try and try to give all my burdens to God - it works until the thought comes in my head that I am afraid of my own emotions - of what will happen to me if he goes to prison - how will I handle it - how can I think it would ever help him - my circular thinking or stinking thinking is coming back! [img]:hammer:[/img] [/QUOTE]
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