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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 738022" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>Hi LBL and mcdonna,</p><p>Thanks so much for your encouragement. </p><p>Tornado is calling her sisters and they don’t pick up. I just came down from working in my jungle and noticed a voicemail from the notorious number. They don’t allow inmates to leave a message, just say their name and then the automated recording comes on. I am not playing the game, have enough to think about with my elderly mom in the hospital with pneumonia.</p><p>I have to put a ginormous bubble around my heart and emotions where my two are concerned. Every so often, my bubble springs a leak, and I have to work through the feelings. We have a huge homeless population here and I see my twos faces among those wearing their “chronic uniform”, hoodies and dark sunglasses. That is what Tornado would go back to, if she were bailed out. She is angry and feels abandoned, as does Rain, but the reality is, they abandoned themselves to meth.</p><p>I still hold out hope, but don’t have expectations. As far as I am concerned, Tornado is where she needs to be.</p><p>I hope one day she will understand our reason for this. That it comes from love. That some days, it is a huge effort to move forward and carry on with our lives while she and her sister destroy theirs with meth.</p><p>They have to decide.</p><p>The hard part is that it seems the longer they stay in their current state, the further they get from being of right mind and capable to break free.</p><p> I am cognizant that their like minded “friends” have become their family, and that we are targets.</p><p>Meth is soul stealing.</p><p>Still, prayer is powerful and anything is possible.</p><p>That, is what keeps me going.</p><p>My well children reassure me, and the kind thoughts and wisdom of my fellow warrior parents here, help to fortify me and guide me along the path.</p><p>My heartfelt thanks and love to all.</p><p>(((Hugs)))</p><p>Leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 738022, member: 19522"] Hi LBL and mcdonna, Thanks so much for your encouragement. Tornado is calling her sisters and they don’t pick up. I just came down from working in my jungle and noticed a voicemail from the notorious number. They don’t allow inmates to leave a message, just say their name and then the automated recording comes on. I am not playing the game, have enough to think about with my elderly mom in the hospital with pneumonia. I have to put a ginormous bubble around my heart and emotions where my two are concerned. Every so often, my bubble springs a leak, and I have to work through the feelings. We have a huge homeless population here and I see my twos faces among those wearing their “chronic uniform”, hoodies and dark sunglasses. That is what Tornado would go back to, if she were bailed out. She is angry and feels abandoned, as does Rain, but the reality is, they abandoned themselves to meth. I still hold out hope, but don’t have expectations. As far as I am concerned, Tornado is where she needs to be. I hope one day she will understand our reason for this. That it comes from love. That some days, it is a huge effort to move forward and carry on with our lives while she and her sister destroy theirs with meth. They have to decide. The hard part is that it seems the longer they stay in their current state, the further they get from being of right mind and capable to break free. I am cognizant that their like minded “friends” have become their family, and that we are targets. Meth is soul stealing. Still, prayer is powerful and anything is possible. That, is what keeps me going. My well children reassure me, and the kind thoughts and wisdom of my fellow warrior parents here, help to fortify me and guide me along the path. My heartfelt thanks and love to all. (((Hugs))) Leafy [/QUOTE]
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