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The voice of drugs is the loudest sound he hears...
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<blockquote data-quote="lovemysons" data-source="post: 758795" data-attributes="member: 3305"><p>Wow! Thank you SO much RN! I do forget that my son is G-ds son too and that whatever happens is His will for my son. </p><p></p><p>I am SO impressed with your son! He is one of the 5% that decide they're going to live a life free from addiction. Thank you for the hope. </p><p></p><p>Like your son, mine is very funny, intelligent and handsome. He has SO much potential but so far has given everything up for the next high. </p><p></p><p>His children deserve better...that is difficult for me as I grew up not knowing my own biological dad until I was 17. There is a lot to be said about sad and angry children who go fatherless. My husband steps in place as often as he can but we are not there for the day to day interaction. I worry that my sons oldest will grow up to think little of fatherhood. I worry that his youngest will be pregnant by the time she's 15...she is beautiful but a handful at only 8 years old. </p><p>Then there is my sons estranged wife who is now pregnant again with another man's baby...no fathers for all 5 children. So very sad. </p><p></p><p>I have to be careful with my emotional state...in 2007 my mind broke. </p><p>I had been having panic attacks while my oldest son was in prison at that time for charges related to Meth. I had to be hospitalized for a week before they "brought me back". I was hallucinating and it was very scary. So I take strong medication and see a therapist as well. </p><p></p><p>I read the board and "know" some of you so well yet I don't reply often because I don't have anything new to offer. </p><p>I hope someday my son is a success story like yours RN ...seems as though mamma's truly are only as happy as their most unhappy child. My weak link is likely sitting next to a building getting high right now. He will sleep next to that building on hard concrete...his hand will be out tomorrow with a sign. He knows what this life is like and drugs take first place...ahead of all the pleasures of a home. Ahead of family and opportunities. Ahead of love for himself. </p><p>LMS</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="lovemysons, post: 758795, member: 3305"] Wow! Thank you SO much RN! I do forget that my son is G-ds son too and that whatever happens is His will for my son. I am SO impressed with your son! He is one of the 5% that decide they're going to live a life free from addiction. Thank you for the hope. Like your son, mine is very funny, intelligent and handsome. He has SO much potential but so far has given everything up for the next high. His children deserve better...that is difficult for me as I grew up not knowing my own biological dad until I was 17. There is a lot to be said about sad and angry children who go fatherless. My husband steps in place as often as he can but we are not there for the day to day interaction. I worry that my sons oldest will grow up to think little of fatherhood. I worry that his youngest will be pregnant by the time she's 15...she is beautiful but a handful at only 8 years old. Then there is my sons estranged wife who is now pregnant again with another man's baby...no fathers for all 5 children. So very sad. I have to be careful with my emotional state...in 2007 my mind broke. I had been having panic attacks while my oldest son was in prison at that time for charges related to Meth. I had to be hospitalized for a week before they "brought me back". I was hallucinating and it was very scary. So I take strong medication and see a therapist as well. I read the board and "know" some of you so well yet I don't reply often because I don't have anything new to offer. I hope someday my son is a success story like yours RN ...seems as though mamma's truly are only as happy as their most unhappy child. My weak link is likely sitting next to a building getting high right now. He will sleep next to that building on hard concrete...his hand will be out tomorrow with a sign. He knows what this life is like and drugs take first place...ahead of all the pleasures of a home. Ahead of family and opportunities. Ahead of love for himself. LMS [/QUOTE]
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