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<blockquote data-quote="BusynMember1" data-source="post: 753362" data-attributes="member: 23706"><p>Wise, it seems we both are awake nights. Pacing the floor?? I am lol.</p><p></p><p>Your daughter loves you. She loves you a lot! Never doubt that! As for Amy and me, I don't need to fear for her so I don't.</p><p></p><p> But I found.out something new about Kay using a legal substance called kratom and it is very dangerous. My fear, the reason I am up pacing, is Kay. I can't trust her choices so I fear for her. The Al Anon in me knows that talking to her myself or through anyone else about Kratom will make her revolt and rage and do no good. The mother in me wants to beg her to stop </p><p></p><p>Like that will work!</p><p></p><p>So while what I have with Amy is lovely, there is Kay and she hates me now. I really believe this. Yet I still love and worry about her. And Amy is going after Jaden which is good and right. But it will erode anything I may have left with Kay. Yes, I grieve again.</p><p></p><p>I am trying to be strong, reading Al Anon books and not sleeping. Praying in the night for God to take care of Kay. To help me take care of myself. I like the solitude of night. That is when I feel closest to God.</p><p></p><p>It is easy to have a healthy relationship with a healthy adult. But it's impossible with Kay. </p><p></p><p>Your daughter is somewhere in between with tons of promise! I like her...and you.</p><p></p><p>I suspect when all shakes out, you and she will both be stronger.</p><p></p><p>Many blessings!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="BusynMember1, post: 753362, member: 23706"] Wise, it seems we both are awake nights. Pacing the floor?? I am lol. Your daughter loves you. She loves you a lot! Never doubt that! As for Amy and me, I don't need to fear for her so I don't. But I found.out something new about Kay using a legal substance called kratom and it is very dangerous. My fear, the reason I am up pacing, is Kay. I can't trust her choices so I fear for her. The Al Anon in me knows that talking to her myself or through anyone else about Kratom will make her revolt and rage and do no good. The mother in me wants to beg her to stop Like that will work! So while what I have with Amy is lovely, there is Kay and she hates me now. I really believe this. Yet I still love and worry about her. And Amy is going after Jaden which is good and right. But it will erode anything I may have left with Kay. Yes, I grieve again. I am trying to be strong, reading Al Anon books and not sleeping. Praying in the night for God to take care of Kay. To help me take care of myself. I like the solitude of night. That is when I feel closest to God. It is easy to have a healthy relationship with a healthy adult. But it's impossible with Kay. Your daughter is somewhere in between with tons of promise! I like her...and you. I suspect when all shakes out, you and she will both be stronger. Many blessings! [/QUOTE]
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