I have good days and bad with my son in rehab
Today is bad. I feel sad that we don't want him in our home any longer and he doesn't know it and I feel sad because on the phone today he said "I'm trying" and I know he is but I know that addiction is stronger than him
I don't think he REALLY knows that yet
I don't know if he's really taking this as seriously as he should
Going to a little place by the house for pizza tonight with hubby but just feel sad
I can't believe our life turned out this way
I come to work and am on this site and other sites and looking at where we can place him
Wondering if he'll go or give us a fight and will it help him, will he be okay
He'll be 21 in August so I guess it's time for him to grow up the hard way, it didn't have to be like this
Cleaning up all the bills and mess he made for us on his latest binge
Thankful for all of you on this forum
