Freedomsun so sorry about what you and your family are going through.
I know how your kids feel not having their own father in the picture and how that void can cause so many issues for everyone.
I will include your family in my prayers.
It has not been so long ago that I was lifted up by the people here. They are a loving group of people and are here for you through the toughest of days.
Take care of yourself so you are strong enough to follow through with decisions you make to strengthen your family.
So many of us struggle through the ups and downs of our issues, but there are people here that can give you good sound advice.
Peace and Love
