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<blockquote data-quote="Beta" data-source="post: 742100" data-attributes="member: 22597"><p>Thanks SWOT. He just called again a moment ago to harass me, calling me a "F---ing moron. I bounce back and forth emotionally between wanting my son back and wanting him to get out of our lives forever. It's such a rollercoaster. </p><p>Yes, we have friends from church to lean on and I have many hobbies. I would love to see a therapist, but it's not in the budget. We have a younger son who is doing well and with whom we have a good relationship, praise God for that. I know I need to get a handle on this because it is emotionally draining and disabling. I would never commit suicide because it goes against what I believe and I would never want to hurt my family, but there are moments I just want to be dead, just to make it stop. It's hard to believe that the person who we once thought was the greatest blessing in our lives has turned into a stranger who is a nightmare. It just makes the years of love and sacrifice seem meaningless. Anyway, just some thoughts in my head today. I'll be okay, just needed to write it down and express it with people who really understand it well.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Beta, post: 742100, member: 22597"] Thanks SWOT. He just called again a moment ago to harass me, calling me a "F---ing moron. I bounce back and forth emotionally between wanting my son back and wanting him to get out of our lives forever. It's such a rollercoaster. Yes, we have friends from church to lean on and I have many hobbies. I would love to see a therapist, but it's not in the budget. We have a younger son who is doing well and with whom we have a good relationship, praise God for that. I know I need to get a handle on this because it is emotionally draining and disabling. I would never commit suicide because it goes against what I believe and I would never want to hurt my family, but there are moments I just want to be dead, just to make it stop. It's hard to believe that the person who we once thought was the greatest blessing in our lives has turned into a stranger who is a nightmare. It just makes the years of love and sacrifice seem meaningless. Anyway, just some thoughts in my head today. I'll be okay, just needed to write it down and express it with people who really understand it well. [/QUOTE]
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