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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 725330" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>I don’t feel so brave and strong Swot. It is constant work, day by day.</p><p>Yes, I have done this. There is no easy way to this.</p><p> Get up and move back on. Some days are better than others. Truth be told, I do have some very difficult days where things go a bit dark. The imagery attached to son in laws description of Tornadoes appearance set me back. It is not my strength that I look at, it is my weakness and propensity to dive straight into the abyss. Get up and move back on. That’s the challenge. When I have no contact, it is still hard, but a bit easier to give it over to a higher power. Up close and personal is my weakness. So, I am thinking that I need to build myself up a bit and prepare myself to see Tornado. Admittedly, I don’t fear her as much as <em>I fear my own reaction. That’s not strength, Swot.</em></p><p></p><p></p><p>Thank you Albie. It is impossible, or so I thought. Well, I guess I will have to tighten up my bootstraps and face my fears. Spock voice loses.</p><p> Thank you Albie, I will need all those prayers to forge on, no matter what happens.</p><p>Thank you all for your support and understanding.</p><p>(((Hugs)))</p><p>Leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 725330, member: 19522"] I don’t feel so brave and strong Swot. It is constant work, day by day. Yes, I have done this. There is no easy way to this. Get up and move back on. Some days are better than others. Truth be told, I do have some very difficult days where things go a bit dark. The imagery attached to son in laws description of Tornadoes appearance set me back. It is not my strength that I look at, it is my weakness and propensity to dive straight into the abyss. Get up and move back on. That’s the challenge. When I have no contact, it is still hard, but a bit easier to give it over to a higher power. Up close and personal is my weakness. So, I am thinking that I need to build myself up a bit and prepare myself to see Tornado. Admittedly, I don’t fear her as much as [I]I fear my own reaction. That’s not strength, Swot.[/I] Thank you Albie. It is impossible, or so I thought. Well, I guess I will have to tighten up my bootstraps and face my fears. Spock voice loses. Thank you Albie, I will need all those prayers to forge on, no matter what happens. Thank you all for your support and understanding. (((Hugs))) Leafy [/QUOTE]
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