I feel the same way. Cedar I am going for my walk, but I have to tell you everything in your post rings true. Every bit of it.
It is the banality of evil.
Our kids throw us into this rabbit hole.
We have got to see what they are doing and fight our way out.
Do not fall down that slippery slope of self destruction, blaming ourselves, feeling guilty, getting physically ill.
We need to stop it.
We cannot stop what the kids are doing, but we can stop reacting this way.
We are not blind, and we are not fools.
We love them, but we do not love what they are doing.
leafy
