In my attempt to detach, give up on hoping for more, I still wish he missed his mother, just a little....will he ever? My husband says good riddance, but I really miss hearing his voice(he lives 8 miles away with his father). I only hear from him when he wants to shock me with a huge, and expensive, new tattoo he wants me to see via FaceTime, or if he needs gas, etc. I literally have only given him a lunch with me and ten dollars for gas in months and months. My reward is.....like I don't even have a son. He just turned 19, really, does he not miss his mother? I missed my mother when I was 19 and in college with plenty to keep me busy....I still missed her. Sigh....a sad day today for some reason.....
