Hi ECHO, wonderful to "see" you.
Sigh.......I so relate to your post ECHO. I would imagine most of us here do. Thank you for articulating it so well.
There's always a part of my heart where my daughter lives......I can go there .......or not..... but she is always in my heart. Always.
We know how it is ECHO.....we're right there with you......
Big hugs coming your way.....