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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 674239" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>Hi Copa.</p><p></p><p>Yay, you got the de-tangler.</p><p></p><p>I am glad you like Paula, she is full of love and larger than life.</p><p>I have met her, Copa, she fills the room with her sunshine.</p><p></p><p></p><p>Thank you so much Copa, for holding my hand.</p><p></p><p>Hubs is okay, and so am I. Well, yes, I am, sort of, you know?</p><p></p><p>I am cleaning up a bit, writing and thinking, then will go to hospital.</p><p></p><p>I am in thought greatly about our future.</p><p></p><p>All hubs wants to do is work for 5 more years, to get the best retirement.</p><p>He is tired Copa, and he is ill.</p><p>I do not want him to spend the rest of his days working.</p><p>It is enough.</p><p>He has worked his whole life to care for his family. His children, their future.</p><p></p><p>I am quite certain Copa, that a lot of his ailments are a direct result of his broken heart.</p><p></p><p>Hawaiians have very tender, connected hearts.Connected to everything.</p><p></p><p>He is my grumpy, neanderthal, few worded,</p><p>strong,</p><p>sad man.</p><p></p><p>I am crying as I write this, because there is so much locked up inside of him.</p><p></p><p>All he ever wanted, was to see his children have a better life than he did.</p><p></p><p>He lived his whole adult life working very hard and dedicatedly towards this.</p><p>In this way, he gave up his own self,</p><p>even his relationship with his children,</p><p>so they could have a better life.</p><p></p><p>So, my thinking is thusly, this morning.</p><p></p><p>I am going to look into the possibility of early retirement for him.</p><p></p><p>I can live with less, if it means him having better days ahead of him,</p><p>before he is called home.</p><p></p><p>That call home, came to us first in 2005, open heart surgery.</p><p>He has other health afflictions.</p><p>Again, a near experience in 2013, another, 2014.</p><p></p><p>This man deserves to live out the rest of his days in better ways.</p><p></p><p>So, I have a mission Copa.</p><p>I will be looking into this,</p><p>and letting you know where these thoughts take me.</p><p></p><p>A higher purpose, I hope.</p><p></p><p>If the good Lord permits, and will allow.</p><p></p><p>It is really in <em>His </em>hands,</p><p>but also in ours.</p><p></p><p>True love is not all roses and pretty words and happiness.</p><p></p><p>It is in those few tender moments,</p><p><em>when life stands still.</em></p><p></p><p>Thank you so much Copa.</p><p>I am utterly speechless through your kindness and caring.</p><p></p><p>leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 674239, member: 19522"] Hi Copa. Yay, you got the de-tangler. I am glad you like Paula, she is full of love and larger than life. I have met her, Copa, she fills the room with her sunshine. Thank you so much Copa, for holding my hand. Hubs is okay, and so am I. Well, yes, I am, sort of, you know? I am cleaning up a bit, writing and thinking, then will go to hospital. I am in thought greatly about our future. All hubs wants to do is work for 5 more years, to get the best retirement. He is tired Copa, and he is ill. I do not want him to spend the rest of his days working. It is enough. He has worked his whole life to care for his family. His children, their future. I am quite certain Copa, that a lot of his ailments are a direct result of his broken heart. Hawaiians have very tender, connected hearts.Connected to everything. He is my grumpy, neanderthal, few worded, strong, sad man. I am crying as I write this, because there is so much locked up inside of him. All he ever wanted, was to see his children have a better life than he did. He lived his whole adult life working very hard and dedicatedly towards this. In this way, he gave up his own self, even his relationship with his children, so they could have a better life. So, my thinking is thusly, this morning. I am going to look into the possibility of early retirement for him. I can live with less, if it means him having better days ahead of him, before he is called home. That call home, came to us first in 2005, open heart surgery. He has other health afflictions. Again, a near experience in 2013, another, 2014. This man deserves to live out the rest of his days in better ways. So, I have a mission Copa. I will be looking into this, and letting you know where these thoughts take me. A higher purpose, I hope. If the good Lord permits, and will allow. It is really in [I]His [/I]hands, but also in ours. True love is not all roses and pretty words and happiness. It is in those few tender moments, [I]when life stands still.[/I] Thank you so much Copa. I am utterly speechless through your kindness and caring. leafy [/QUOTE]
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