I thought we were making a little bit of progress with difficult child. But, this morning she is refusing to get out of bed. And, I am actually afraid that she will become violent if I push too hard, She just had that look of rage in her eyes. I HATE THIS!!! I am soo burnt out. I am not sure how much more I can take of this. I pray everynight that I will wake up to a sweet child that is willing to get out of bed and go to school. And every morning I am disappointed. I want this fixed. The other night I mentioned to all of you that she was teary about her work, and said she was really trying. I believed her. Now we are back to the I don't care about school, and I don't care about the horse all I want to do is sleep. I am just so frustrated. And feel so out of control. I hate not knowing what to do or say to help her. I am not sure how much more of this I can take. I guess I just wish I knew if she was having problems, or if I am being played. Just so sad right now. And so angry. I need some coping skills, and a way to get her to school.