Lately I've been depressed & not sleeping well. difficult child hasn't had a shower in 1 or 2 weeks and it's the usual stuff with him. I am handling him much better and he improving in behavior at school & a bit a home. husband is better at it that I am, thank the Lord. I have the holiday blahs, don't have friends or much of a life, don't like my family much, lately am not even liking happy people, especially those that wear high heels (i'm at work). I'm sorry to unload. and YES i'm even taking an antidepressant, and have been for 16 years, and it's working!