to leave my house.
there. I said it.
I figure if Meowbunny can be so brave, maybe this is the season I should also.
It is so dang hard to leave here. The pain gets to me, it is hard to wash my hair, I can't shower every day,
I am falling apart.
EVERY shower or bath has new skin sores, and big patches of skin falling off. IT is not leprosy, though sometimes I feel that gross. and most of it is hidden under a dress right now.
But I still feel afraid.
I am on medications for anxiety and depression. I have been through all the SSRIs, tricyclics, and SNRIs. Prozac is the only thing that helps - and it eats my stomach. So I balance the prozac and the stomach medications.
I just get so shaky. Once I am OUT I am usually fine, but it is really really scary.
I'm sorry.
there. I said it.
I figure if Meowbunny can be so brave, maybe this is the season I should also.
It is so dang hard to leave here. The pain gets to me, it is hard to wash my hair, I can't shower every day,
I am falling apart.
EVERY shower or bath has new skin sores, and big patches of skin falling off. IT is not leprosy, though sometimes I feel that gross. and most of it is hidden under a dress right now.
But I still feel afraid.
I am on medications for anxiety and depression. I have been through all the SSRIs, tricyclics, and SNRIs. Prozac is the only thing that helps - and it eats my stomach. So I balance the prozac and the stomach medications.
I just get so shaky. Once I am OUT I am usually fine, but it is really really scary.
I'm sorry.