I've been doing OK, keeping busy. I finished painting difficult child's room and moved onto easy child's room where I just finished the cut ins and tomorrow will do the walls. It helps to keep my mind off things.
Every so often I start to think about things and have to keep reminding myself of the serenity prayer. I won't go into details because none of it matters anymore, but things I recently found out makes me very sure difficult child will be fired from her job and probably arrested. She is spiraling down very fast and is doing many different drugs.
While I know it is all out of my hands and we took all the necessary steps to get her off our health and auto insurance, I still have a hard time completely puttingher out of my mind.
I want to go on with my life. I want to wake int he morning and look forward to the day, not wonder if the phone will ring from jail. I need a pep talk about letting go, there is nothing I can do to stop her and I can't pick up the pieces when they fall apart.
Help!
Nancy
Every so often I start to think about things and have to keep reminding myself of the serenity prayer. I won't go into details because none of it matters anymore, but things I recently found out makes me very sure difficult child will be fired from her job and probably arrested. She is spiraling down very fast and is doing many different drugs.
While I know it is all out of my hands and we took all the necessary steps to get her off our health and auto insurance, I still have a hard time completely puttingher out of my mind.
I want to go on with my life. I want to wake int he morning and look forward to the day, not wonder if the phone will ring from jail. I need a pep talk about letting go, there is nothing I can do to stop her and I can't pick up the pieces when they fall apart.
Help!
Nancy