Mom2oddson
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Background:
My daughter tried to commit suicide March 5th. Found out at that time that she had a drug problem. She did 14 days in the hospital for the suicide and 42 days inpatient. She's been doing out-patient three days a week since. Things haven't been good. She's relapsed once that we know for sure. She's been beyond moody and angry. She refuses to take her abilify. She's decided that you can't diagnose Bi-Polar until the age of 20 so she isn't Bi-Polar.
Anyways, Friday she ran away to live with a Bi-Polar addict Aunt. Yeesterday was the first day I went into her room since. I looked through her stuff to see if I could get a clue on what was going on with her... I found a note inside of a school notebook and I need advice on what to do about this note.
Here are a few highlights:
I could kill her (me) when she will least expect it....
I will take the mashety to her and make her suffer like all the other people I will kill....
I will get the revenge I deserve....
I will kill or I will die I need to feel her blood on my hands, I need to cut through her fat flesh or I will go crazy.....
What do I do?? Do I assume that she was just venting and it means nothing. Or to I take the note to her doctors and her couselor?
I'm still in shock. I can't think. I'm glad she's not in the house at the moment. And I still love her.
My daughter tried to commit suicide March 5th. Found out at that time that she had a drug problem. She did 14 days in the hospital for the suicide and 42 days inpatient. She's been doing out-patient three days a week since. Things haven't been good. She's relapsed once that we know for sure. She's been beyond moody and angry. She refuses to take her abilify. She's decided that you can't diagnose Bi-Polar until the age of 20 so she isn't Bi-Polar.
Anyways, Friday she ran away to live with a Bi-Polar addict Aunt. Yeesterday was the first day I went into her room since. I looked through her stuff to see if I could get a clue on what was going on with her... I found a note inside of a school notebook and I need advice on what to do about this note.
Here are a few highlights:
I could kill her (me) when she will least expect it....
I will take the mashety to her and make her suffer like all the other people I will kill....
I will get the revenge I deserve....
I will kill or I will die I need to feel her blood on my hands, I need to cut through her fat flesh or I will go crazy.....
What do I do?? Do I assume that she was just venting and it means nothing. Or to I take the note to her doctors and her couselor?
I'm still in shock. I can't think. I'm glad she's not in the house at the moment. And I still love her.