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It's the day before Thanksgiving. The kids are home from school and are actually being quiet (I think they are each in their own room - makes things so much easier). I just can't get into the Thanksgiving and Christmas spirit. All I can think is: difficult child is going to be home for 4 days. UGH!
I'm feeling so defeated today. Like I am never going to get anywhere with him. Is it always going to feel like this? Am I always going to dread time home with him? I asked the therapist last night about referals for a Residential Treatment Facility (RTF), but he said that I was nowhere near that yet. I just feel like sending him somewhere that can help him better than I can would be in his best interest, but husband does not want that. He wants him here with us.
I honestly don't know what is for the best anymore. I'm so overwhelmed.
Pam
I'm feeling so defeated today. Like I am never going to get anywhere with him. Is it always going to feel like this? Am I always going to dread time home with him? I asked the therapist last night about referals for a Residential Treatment Facility (RTF), but he said that I was nowhere near that yet. I just feel like sending him somewhere that can help him better than I can would be in his best interest, but husband does not want that. He wants him here with us.
I honestly don't know what is for the best anymore. I'm so overwhelmed.
Pam