I went to see my pdoc since I have been struggling with H's death so hard - and she suggested adding a little Wellbutrin to the Lexapro. I have tried this once before, but it made my heart race, and me feel really jittery - but I think it is worth a try again - as it did make my mood much more elevated. We are starting with the least amount possible, and even that, I think I may cut in 2. She also renewed my Ambien without a second question - which I have been arguing with my family doc about for a year. WooHoo!!! There is so much to be said for going to a specialist!!! I hope this works out! We will see!