I know this is alittle off topic, but please just bare with me. It was three years ago today that my whole world turned upside down (discovery day of my husbands affair, he doesn't love me,,,). Why did this have to happen? Why? Also, I have started my medication for depression (cipralex/lexapro). My body feels like one big tight knot. Is this normal? It is day 6 of taking pills. ME AND THE BOYS.