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toughlovin
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Hi Everyone,
Well i havent written an update lately because i havent had much to report. I just keep on going with my life even though i dont really know where my son is or what he is doing. I know the area he is in but have no real way to reach him except through facebook....which he only checks sporadically. So when i see activity on facebook i relax for a few days because then at least i know he is alive, and then when there is nothing i start to worry.
A week ago out of the blue he put a little picture with a heart that said i love you mom!! I was touched as it has been a long time since he has told me that. Since then there has been nothing! So then of course i have started to worry...what if that was his last message to me before dying? Would i even know he died. It is just an awful feeling to have no idea.
So my husband and i have talked about it and for my peace of mind i want him to have a phone. My easy child will be getting a new phone and so we are going to send my old phone to a friend in the city where difficult child is....and put a message on fb and maybe through that he will make contact with my friend out there.
I also did a fb message to one of my sons friends who he had apparently been with recently. I dont know this kid at all but i really was starting to go nuts. Anyway i sent him a messagea telling him i was worried and was difficult child ok. I got a message that difficult child was alright and i didnt need to worry....so i just have to trust that is true. It has to do for now.
It is hard but i am keeping my head above water....and trying focus on other things in my life such as pcs college search.
TL
Well i havent written an update lately because i havent had much to report. I just keep on going with my life even though i dont really know where my son is or what he is doing. I know the area he is in but have no real way to reach him except through facebook....which he only checks sporadically. So when i see activity on facebook i relax for a few days because then at least i know he is alive, and then when there is nothing i start to worry.
A week ago out of the blue he put a little picture with a heart that said i love you mom!! I was touched as it has been a long time since he has told me that. Since then there has been nothing! So then of course i have started to worry...what if that was his last message to me before dying? Would i even know he died. It is just an awful feeling to have no idea.
So my husband and i have talked about it and for my peace of mind i want him to have a phone. My easy child will be getting a new phone and so we are going to send my old phone to a friend in the city where difficult child is....and put a message on fb and maybe through that he will make contact with my friend out there.
I also did a fb message to one of my sons friends who he had apparently been with recently. I dont know this kid at all but i really was starting to go nuts. Anyway i sent him a messagea telling him i was worried and was difficult child ok. I got a message that difficult child was alright and i didnt need to worry....so i just have to trust that is true. It has to do for now.
It is hard but i am keeping my head above water....and trying focus on other things in my life such as pcs college search.
TL