Steely
Active Member
OK - so you guys must be praying for me??? Really!!!
Starting last night I started to swing out of the morbid depression I had been in. Perhaps it was writing the poem to my Dad that kick started it?
I don't know.
But I was able to go in the sun and mediate today, laugh with the mechanics at the car place, and see a future again. It was like the sun hit my heart.
I have no idea what happened, but I hope it continues.
I really think the writing thing was the energizer - I feel so much better when I write - yet it is the one thing I dislike the most when I am depressed.
Thanks for all the continued support - you guys are the best.
Wish me luck as I enter the Dallas zone of family and a funeral. I will try and focus on the sun the entire time
Starting last night I started to swing out of the morbid depression I had been in. Perhaps it was writing the poem to my Dad that kick started it?
I don't know.
But I was able to go in the sun and mediate today, laugh with the mechanics at the car place, and see a future again. It was like the sun hit my heart.
I have no idea what happened, but I hope it continues.
I really think the writing thing was the energizer - I feel so much better when I write - yet it is the one thing I dislike the most when I am depressed.
Thanks for all the continued support - you guys are the best.
Wish me luck as I enter the Dallas zone of family and a funeral. I will try and focus on the sun the entire time