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DavidH
Guest
Ok, ladies... I hope no one minds I am going to post this here so I have something to hold myself to as this is how I work when I know I am under pressure to do it right and people are watching me I give it my all.
As you all know my story... Dad (me) is making myself better for the day the little man comes home from Residential Treatment Center (RTC)
That being said..
I made it day 9 and STILL NO DESIRE
You have no clue how happy I am I have not gone 9 days (shoot not even 2 days) with out drinking my troubles away for over 5 years!!
9 days... and I feel GREAT --- cold freaking turkey
( this may not be too impressive I know how hard this is going to be but I am "using" you ladies for my own help now.. because you guys are simply the best..)
ok let me try to make more sense of why I posted this
I know my triggers, and I am going to make a promise to myself that I MUST come to this site and read.. when I see a trigger.. my triggers are
1. I get upset/mad with someone
2. I get lonely
3. A bad phone call or update from Residential Treatment Center (RTC)
4. I feel bad for not having my little one home (the what if's, whys ect...)
5. Someone yells/gets upset with me (oh poor baby ha ha)
As you all know my story... Dad (me) is making myself better for the day the little man comes home from Residential Treatment Center (RTC)
That being said..
I made it day 9 and STILL NO DESIRE
You have no clue how happy I am I have not gone 9 days (shoot not even 2 days) with out drinking my troubles away for over 5 years!!
9 days... and I feel GREAT --- cold freaking turkey
( this may not be too impressive I know how hard this is going to be but I am "using" you ladies for my own help now.. because you guys are simply the best..)
ok let me try to make more sense of why I posted this
I know my triggers, and I am going to make a promise to myself that I MUST come to this site and read.. when I see a trigger.. my triggers are
1. I get upset/mad with someone
2. I get lonely
3. A bad phone call or update from Residential Treatment Center (RTC)
4. I feel bad for not having my little one home (the what if's, whys ect...)
5. Someone yells/gets upset with me (oh poor baby ha ha)