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<blockquote data-quote="Gone" data-source="post: 641236"><p>I am still on the roller coaster myself</p><p></p><p>I WANT to believe what my difficult child says , but I DON'T trust what comes out of her mouth even if it's true , but it doesn't ''feel'' true sometimes and actions speak louder than words and come to the surface sooner or later</p><p></p><p>If she wants to lie to herself , fine , but don't pretend you can ABLY take care of your son well and try and get him back from foster care if it is ''an experiment waiting to go wrong''</p><p></p><p>My Grandsons life is NOT an experiment and nor is the fact that I can only see him once a week for 2 precious hours and that has been the case for over 5 MONTHS now and God only knows for HOW MUCH LONGER...</p><p></p><p>I dreamt about my GS last night , it was a sad dream because even though I was spending some time with him in my dream there was SO much 'hanging over our heads' and I didn't know how much longer it would just be for 2 precious hours a week and yet am GRATEFUL for that even , although the sadness is ever with me as I don't know if we ever will be REUNITED as I don't trust social services either</p><p></p><p>Anyway there has been a change of social worker now , but still doubt it will make a difference at all - I have bent over backwards and done somersaults for them and it is still not good enough and good is twisted to bad , words are misconstrued and when I try to explain the TRUTH they still won't believe me as they have painted a picture of me which is not the real me or a 'me' I even RECOGNISE!</p><p></p><p>I will keep fighting little mans corner , my difficult child wants me and her to be close again but every time we get close my stress levels rise and she thinks I will be on her side / cover for her when I WON'T and THEN the true abusive colours come out as I WON'T cover up for her with SS even though it does ME no good or works in my favour with them as it DOESN'T , nothing does , BUT it is for my GS's sake , I have to protect him from ANY potential harm and I WILL even against my own flesh and blood , because that is the only way I HAVE to go for little mans sake! <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/felttip/angry-very2.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":angry-very2:" title="angry-very2 :angry-very2:" data-shortname=":angry-very2:" /> x</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Gone, post: 641236"] I am still on the roller coaster myself I WANT to believe what my difficult child says , but I DON'T trust what comes out of her mouth even if it's true , but it doesn't ''feel'' true sometimes and actions speak louder than words and come to the surface sooner or later If she wants to lie to herself , fine , but don't pretend you can ABLY take care of your son well and try and get him back from foster care if it is ''an experiment waiting to go wrong'' My Grandsons life is NOT an experiment and nor is the fact that I can only see him once a week for 2 precious hours and that has been the case for over 5 MONTHS now and God only knows for HOW MUCH LONGER... I dreamt about my GS last night , it was a sad dream because even though I was spending some time with him in my dream there was SO much 'hanging over our heads' and I didn't know how much longer it would just be for 2 precious hours a week and yet am GRATEFUL for that even , although the sadness is ever with me as I don't know if we ever will be REUNITED as I don't trust social services either Anyway there has been a change of social worker now , but still doubt it will make a difference at all - I have bent over backwards and done somersaults for them and it is still not good enough and good is twisted to bad , words are misconstrued and when I try to explain the TRUTH they still won't believe me as they have painted a picture of me which is not the real me or a 'me' I even RECOGNISE! I will keep fighting little mans corner , my difficult child wants me and her to be close again but every time we get close my stress levels rise and she thinks I will be on her side / cover for her when I WON'T and THEN the true abusive colours come out as I WON'T cover up for her with SS even though it does ME no good or works in my favour with them as it DOESN'T , nothing does , BUT it is for my GS's sake , I have to protect him from ANY potential harm and I WILL even against my own flesh and blood , because that is the only way I HAVE to go for little mans sake! :angry-very2: x [/QUOTE]
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