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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 659382" data-attributes="member: 17461"><p>I have those times, too. It's like a pressure cooker. I hold and hold. When the steam begins to shiver and shake that little metal part on the top, I wonder if the whole thing is just going to finally explode. </p><p></p><p>I try not to even talk, because the way I feel slips out sideways.</p><p></p><p>It's like I mean to say pass the salt? But instead I hear my words saying "Oh, go bleep yourself."</p><p></p><p>And everyone falls silent because this never happens and now no one knows what to say.</p><p></p><p>So no one says anything. </p><p></p><p>Then I get my own salt.</p><p></p><p>They say we cannot keep giving from an empty cup. It is hard to apply that to myself. Somehow, I think I am supposed to respond correctly, lovingly, with humor or honesty or strength or whatever the appropriate emotion would be, all the time, every time. </p><p></p><p>I am so disappointed with myself when I have that free range kind of anger. I just cannot believe it is happening. And it keeps happening.</p><p></p><p>Would it be impossible for you to get away with D H for a weekend?</p><p></p><p>Or even just a date night?</p><p></p><p>That would help me. Especially if we drove miles and miles away from Trauma Center, formerly known as my own darn house.</p><p></p><p>Cedar</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 659382, member: 17461"] I have those times, too. It's like a pressure cooker. I hold and hold. When the steam begins to shiver and shake that little metal part on the top, I wonder if the whole thing is just going to finally explode. I try not to even talk, because the way I feel slips out sideways. It's like I mean to say pass the salt? But instead I hear my words saying "Oh, go bleep yourself." And everyone falls silent because this never happens and now no one knows what to say. So no one says anything. Then I get my own salt. They say we cannot keep giving from an empty cup. It is hard to apply that to myself. Somehow, I think I am supposed to respond correctly, lovingly, with humor or honesty or strength or whatever the appropriate emotion would be, all the time, every time. I am so disappointed with myself when I have that free range kind of anger. I just cannot believe it is happening. And it keeps happening. Would it be impossible for you to get away with D H for a weekend? Or even just a date night? That would help me. Especially if we drove miles and miles away from Trauma Center, formerly known as my own darn house. Cedar [/QUOTE]
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