I believed it when Kay said "I'm clean!"
She said that often and I wanted to believe her so I did. Until she got a DUI or arrested (we paid for lawyers), or called without making sense or Lee called telling me she was high and wouldn't take care of the baby (baby is now in safe hands).
Now I just assume she is using. it's not like addicts ever utter the truth. I don't guess anymore. I will never know what she does and I dont.need to know. All it does is hurt. I can do nothing.
Love and hugs!!!
